Hello, I'm Esther. :)
I know my God is able, because He really is.


SuperJunior, DBSK, B2ST, 2AM, f(x) makes me smile. :)
I love Heechul, Jaejoong, JunHyung& Jo Kwon! ♥

Sunday, March 29, 2009 Oh hello. I'm finally getting myself to update. Camp was oh-so-fun if it was not for some people whom I didn't really like. [I wouldn't say hate now cause I've changed my thinking.] I was late on the first day - woke up at 9.30 when I'm supposed to meet at 10. =.= Rushed& cabbed there. Thank God for the cab& the nice driver who waited for me to run to his cab. ^^ Keefe was even later than me though he woke up at 8. Games were fun, but when you feel you were left out, it's a goner. Not fun at all manzxzxzx. Almost wanted to book out on third day morning but gave up on that idea. Why should I let them make my decision? Anyw, I totally loved the water games! Don't think I got wet enough. My back was dry. .___. But my shoes are the problem now. Lazy to wash. & yea, third night we went clubbing at FMS Building Level 8! Highness man. Waaaaait, clubbing without the drinks. Heh. "Dancing" with Angie, Jess, Keefe& Eng was fun. Looking out for DN, J& KH was super fun. Couldn't stop screaming. & when I screamed, they turned to look at our group. Dots. Also we had mass dance. I didn't like mass dance because of my partner& partly because I don't like to dance. Hoho. & anyw, I was super pissed with my partner. Thanks alot manzxzx. It's time for me to keep my temper in check. Ass. & btw he's disgusting. During the blindfold-get-to-know-each-other session, he actually told me he wanted to fart. Ass, you don't have to tell me that. Oh oh, really have to thank God for the camp& the friends He'd placed around me. So thankful. :) Even thank Him for giving me the courage to speak out. & yay, got to know my first new friend on the first day. Slowly, Bumblebees just got closer. Yay! Happy. Was afraid of the grouping thing, which I don't really like much. & during camp, I practised selfless love - not being jealous when people show concern to others. Which is great ah.:D:D:D:D:D Got to learn many things& of course, made many new friends. & yay, thank you Angie for the picture! Cheerios. (L) & yup, today went for church. After service, my mood totally went down. Partly due to guilt, partly due to some I don't know reason. & I felt God working in me. But then after that I couldn't stop crying. Maybe it was joy, maybe it was guilt. Really have no idea. I should learn how to control my emotions ah. I almost broke down on the second night of camp due to some reason. Was really, really down but as I said, I got over it soon. But today was different, anything could just make me tear. Sigh, I've really never seen myself like that before ah. :S Don't know what has gotten into me. Thank you to those who asked about me, I'm fine. Nothing much happened, just didn't had the mood to talk. But soon after, got high& started crapping. Thank God. :) Picnic at Esplanade area was okay, all thanks to my mood. So yup. Heh. Nice food, nice games, nice stars, bad mood. :( So yup, one long post for 4 missing posts from the past 4 days. :) [edited] I CAN'T MAKE IT FOR BOTH ANUBIS& BUMBLEBEES OUTING! :( Dang. Gonna miss out lots of fun. :( MISS YOU GUYSSSSS. Don't forget about me please. (L) & now I can't stop looking at my phone. I still miss youuuuuuu. It's not an infatuation, I'm positive. bah-ed at 1:01 AM