Hello, I'm Esther. :)
I know my God is able, because He really is.


SuperJunior, DBSK, B2ST, 2AM, f(x) makes me smile. :)
I love Heechul, Jaejoong, JunHyung& Jo Kwon! ♥

Saturday, December 27, 2008 I've decided, I need to rant seriously. Might just go crazy. First of all, stupid MSN. All my songs I received from Tiffany was deleted for some stupid, dumb reason which I don't know. Thanks alot man. Or maybe it's my computer. I seriously want my results to come soon so that I can go into poly& get a new laptop. I'll go crazy someday if I continue using this shit thing. This idiot hangs for no particular reason when I'm using it. But thank God it doesn't restart by itself. Haha. I'm looking on the positive side now k! :D Secondly, YOU. Just get off my back! Don't act like you know me well when we aren't even close. The things you talk to me about, everyone knows. So don't start a convo with me using my blog posts as a topic& speak as if we are very close. Cause in reality, we aren't even very good friends. & don't pester me to do things I don't feel like doing. Since you need me to do something, can't you just wait? It's not as if I will run away right? Why are you so impatient? This is not the first time. & I'm telling you now, I'm just sick of everything! You don't come up to me& act like a good person, offering your services just anyhow& anywhere. I don't need it. Did you even ask for my opinion before you made your decision? Hey, if you treat me as a friend, don't do things that I'm not comfortable with before asking. It irks me seriously. Just leave me alone for now, won't you? [Now I realised I sound so mean - 1.02AM] Wah, I seriously have alot of hatred in my heart. I think this is a good way to let it out. It might be wrong, but I can say all I wrote is true. I didn't write any untrue stuffs. So for that, I'm relieved. :D Actually I didn't want to blog. But I don't know why, I decided to let the steam out first. Hmm, now I've got the mood to update. :D Okay, today went to church. Wee. Church seems different today. Haha, it is just me. :D Haven't been in church for service and praise& worship for one week only. Haha, because of Christmas Bash. But I guess it's because I'm comparing RJC& church. Hehe. But it definitely felt good to be back at church, with the same old Godchasers although I just saw some of them a few days back. Haha. :D Service was about Thanksgiving. :D Shall start to look on the positive side of things from now on. Okay, so cellgroup time was a bit different today. Had to share on why we appreciate people from smallgroup. Haha. Didn't I actually brought fun& laughter to people. :D Then after praise& worship, went to Beauty World for dinner. Went to Buddy Hoagies after dinner. Stayed there& then took quite alot of pictures using MeiYan's phone. Haha, :D Then bused home. While walking to bus-stop, Cheryl was constantly reminding me about end times! D: Haha, but it was hilarious. Okay, due to my previous post about not daring to take the lift alone, I had 2 or 3 people who found it amusing. HAHA. But I really very scared what! D: Okay, now thinking back it was a little stupid to be afraid to take the lift alone. Anyw, the very first time when I had a phobia of taking the lift alone was after watching They Eye, where the old man was at the back of the lift floating. Haha! :D Nostalgic indeed. :) Can't believe the phobia is back but with a different reason. Hehe. Speaking about end times, when I die/ disappear, don't feel sad for me. :D I'm just going to join my Heavenly Father. :D It's a time I'm looking forward to now. Haha. :D Well, third day of Christmas today. :) This year's Christmas celebration is so different for me. :) There wasn't a need to force myself to attend some family events that I don't like attending, no need to handle stupid questions or even ridicule from people.. Wow. A Christmas with Godchasers is indeed different. Being in Godchasers had changed my life, for the better of course. :D Seriously thank God for that. It is such a nice family, which I believe many would want to be in& to dwell in God's love together as one big family.. :) Yay to Godchasers for everything. Oh haha, I'm now talking to Shawn on MSN. He says I'm a blessing to him! Haha, thanks brother. :) It's good to have a brother like him. Thank God! :D My treat~ :D:D:D:D YAY! Hehe. Smallgroup outing later~ I keep editing my blog post because I keep forgetting things. T.T - 2.34AM Hey! Can you believe it? My blog post is so long. & there are no quizzes. :D give thanks with a grateful heart. bah-ed at 11:38 PM