Hello, I'm Esther. :)
I know my God is able, because He really is.


SuperJunior, DBSK, B2ST, 2AM, f(x) makes me smile. :)
I love Heechul, Jaejoong, JunHyung& Jo Kwon! ♥

Tuesday, October 7, 2008 Fuck, I suddenly feel so cheated. I made a mistake by going to his blog, to see those lame stuffs he wrote, thinking that I can get some entertainment. But after reading, I didn't feel like laughing. I felt betrayed. K, maybe I shouldn't be thinking that way but hey, it hurts. Finally something make me feel this way. Strange huh. But it's true, although I didn't really liked him alot. Sighs. Or maybe I did. I don't know la! But still, I feel like killing him or something. I thought that he meant what he said, but turns out to be a lie. Too bad, I got duped by him. Dumbass. ): & yes, it didn't really help when I thought about the dream I had a few days back. ._. It's like, why did that happen? It was, and still IS my greatest fear. ): & I'm actually dreaming about it. Maybe this will happen in the near future. Sighs. I think I'm having bad luck man. & yes, like shit. I'm still using the computer. 13 more days. I'm still looking forward, though I'm afraid. :S I just want to leave this school, the place of misery. I have no more reason to stay there any longer. Bla, random fact: Tomorrow's Nic.Chia's birthday. I give him face by pon-ing today, he can still be sarcastic. ._. So unappreciative. & yes, I think my group of friends all having a "crisis", minor one though. Only Afiqa doesn't. Lucky her. Haha. (: bah-ed at 10:24 PM