Hello, I'm Esther. :)
I know my God is able, because He really is.


SuperJunior, DBSK, B2ST, 2AM, f(x) makes me smile. :)
I love Heechul, Jaejoong, JunHyung& Jo Kwon! ♥

Sunday, October 12, 2008 I just want to cry it all out - all the things inside my heart that I'm experiencing right now. But it seems like I just can't do it. I don't know why but, I don't cry easily. I only cry when people die. ._. (Time to be more emotional.) & also when I think about what she hasn't done for me, what she had not done to earn the respect I have for her. Say I'm unfilial, but still, she hasn't done anything that deserves my respect for her, period. No point talking about it, cause I'll fly into a rage. ._. & yes, I STILL FEEL LIKE CRYING. Weakling. ): I just can't do anything to stop these thinkings - friends, family& even special people. Maybe that's the only way out, turning to Him. (: Maybe I'll get my answers from Him, I know I will. (: 8 more days! YAHOO. It's coming! ._. I'm not excited. Sometimes I think, "Am I taking my O's on 13th?" Haha. Too many events that resulted in that thinking. :P I'm stressed! I NEED TO GET MY CHEM CONCEPT RIGHT, RIGHT NOW! ): Tuesday! MY SAVIOUR! I'm seeing my saviours! :D First for Chem, then for SS by Mr Nazar! :D I'm saved. :D I MISS XUELING! Haha, random. But I really miss her though. ): I NEED TO DO QT SERIOUSLY! & FASTING TOO. :S I have taken no actions yet. :S Maybe this week? (: If you're going to do anything, you'd better do it now. Or else, we'll both regret. bah-ed at 11:07 PM